Chapter 6.
RETURN TO NIMALI
After the message courier from Jom NiMali requesting his return was
received, Shantu Ya' sat with it some days before deciding. He consulted with
the Inner Circle and Mow who all agreed that it was time to open the W.E.B. to
the Citadels. The creation of MOW was obviously an important instrument in
that happening. Finally, the Wizard was forced to see his own misgivings about
leaving there and going back, the difficulties, the losses. Now his life was as he
loved it. He feared loosing that, and he feared for the Chimeras in entering that
destitute reality.
He asked Kyxara for her help in understanding all this. "How can I
explain all this to those others so they can accept the gifts and not feel threaten.
Now my solitude is freed of all those efforts at defense that I would constantly
need to use there. Here, all that disruption naturally falls away, unneeded and
unheeded, leaving my mind unruffled. Even so, for a while after my merging,
unused to that natural freedom, I still would imagine having conversations or
arguments, to let me be, to let me have my own space. as if they were there
"others" to prevent my having it. And I could laugh at such antics at the same
time, happy that they were now so unnecessary. And, finally, because they were
so obviously my fabrications, they stopped.
"Such solitude gradually shifted my own view on what it was to be me.
Without that wall of fabricated difficulties and enemies, I found very different
ways of being me. What had seemed nebulas skills and adeptness now were at
hand. Mysteries of the deep heart now flowed through everything I experienced.
Even truths about myself that had seemed shadow horrors now grew transparent
enough to see the light they transmitted.
"Yes, how are you to explain all that to those others?" Kyxara confirmed
his question.
"How am I to even explain you," he gave an peculiar laugh, "let alone
such transformations?" He pictured some of those other human's view of their
conversation now, as especially hilarious: a dragon and a naked old man with
near floor sweeping hair and beard. "I had a reputation as a capable Wizard in
some Citadels. Perhaps that might be enough to start us on our way." As he
paused to think about her question more, the Inner Circle appeared in his mind's
eye. You are in alignment with the W.E.B., they assured him.
Obviously Kyxara was reassured too, and she bent her head down to
gently touch his, forehead to forehead. "Wizard, you have given us birth, and
now you are to find our place in your world."
ENTERING THE CITADEL OF THE NIMALI
The Great Hall, inside the newly built fortress of the Citadel of NiMali,
was festooned with all available flags and decorations befitting the grand
occasion. It was lit, one end to the other, with strings of the flameless lights
Shantu Ya' had invented many years before, as welll as with wall torches. Their
festive beams were strong and clear and showed the decorations and guest's
bright costumes of blues, wines and purples to great advantage. It was Jom
NiMali's sumptuous feast of celebration at the Union of Citadels he had
conquered over the past decades and of the return of Shantu Ya', his Court
Wizard who just returns from a long sojourn away.
Sixteen other local Chiefmen, now his vassals and cloaked in the
Union's tunics, sat with him along the long, food overloaded table. Stewards
saw that it stayed that way. It was hewn from a single, massive log, a great
treasure in itself. Jom NiMali, in his newly constructed throne, that sat at the
table's head on a low dais, was an ostentatious assemblage of tributes given to
him. He wore his Sun-Vestment, a long, heavy cloak covered with small twists
of varigated fabric clusters, like flowers. The matching headgear fit so that only
his face showed through the encircling bands of yellow gold and ruddy peach.
His manner and stance were sun-like too. He gleamed with power and vanity.
He had subdued all the other Chieftains within reach. His Kingdom of NiMali
now covered most of the nearby lands. A retainer sat at his either side. Simply
uniformed men-at-arms hovered near the doors and windows, at ease, but not
feasting. Around the long table were six smaller, round tables where 30 of his
courtiers and their women sat, well filling the huge Great Hall.
Most of the Chiefmen were in high spirits, not at all like beaten
subjects. Except for Ookma who was grimly drinking his wine, most held their
heads high and toasted Jom NiMali, gladly offering their allegiance. They had
been drinking generously in their feast, regaling each other with their battle
exploits, even if their listeners had been the enemy.
The enormous high ceiling Hall was filled with comardery and warmth
from the heavily stoked fireplaces at either side. Two musicians, perched on a
small stage in one corner, kept a flowing melody going on a lute and hand
drum. Now and again, a few people rose to dance, weaving to the music's
pleasant lacery.
"Then what will you have of us now?" Ookma grumbled from halfway
down the table. "Do you gather us together tell us how much more you plan to
bleed us?"
"Ookma," Jom NiMali laughed with genuine pleasure, "I am glad to
know that I maintain at least one sworn enemy to help me keep my wits about
me. No, I assure you, one and all, I am pleased enough with your kind offerings.
Rather, what I have in mind is that, with our combined resources, we could
cross the Sea of Medtran to extend our conquests even further. My scouts tell
me there is fertile land there and forest." They talked of this some while, and
other common interests while they drank barrels of wine and near emptied the
tables of food.
As they had walked through the twisting, turning walkway between the
rows of hovels to the large courtyard before the Hall, Shantu Ya' had explained
to MOW that there would be many people there who didn't know what to
expect, that might be surprised of disturbed. But he had gotten word to the
Prince and he was certain preparations had been made for their safety. MOW
listened, but showed no concern.
Inside, they heard their horses tied nearby whiny and neigh with
excitement or fear at Shantu Ya' and Mow's arrival. As the Wizard's slow,
ceremonial knocking sounded at the heavy wooden door, Jom NiMali's face lit
with a smile of recognition and made a hand signal to an attendant stationed on
a balcony. There was the tolling of a deep, resonant gong as two guardsmen
pulled the wide, heavily carved door halves open. Startled cries and calls arose
from those within as Shantu Ya' entered the Hall accompanied by a huge
creature in a distorted human form --MOW.
The Wizard hadn't imagined the new Great Hall was so vast. Yet it was
near packed now with the assembled. The sheer masonry walls reached far up to
the high wood beam ceilings, enormous hearths at each side filled with blazing,
mounds of firewood, and servants nearby to stoke them. The show and power of
it all near stunned him. Yet MOW was obviously unperturbed.
The noise of the featsters' chatter stopped as they entered the doorway
and waited in attendance. The Wizard, though first jolted with the unexpected
splendor, smiled as it settled and he noted the moon, full and brightly white, as
it shone through far windows set high in the stone walls while wandering
clouds moved in the clear sky like dreams.
Though it had been natural to leave MOW naked at the Hermitage, here
the Wizard had clothed it in a simple long-sleeved dark blue tunic and a cloth
cap. As usual, MOW's expression was relaxed and smiling at all it saw. Even so,
its massive size and crystalline eyes obviously shocked the feasters.
Shantu Ya' appearance also seemed to startle. Even the Prince gave him
a taken aback stare. The Wizard was much thinner than when he'd left. His hair
and beard were long and well grayed. And he wore exotic garb. The head of a
large white mountain owl rested atop his own, rows of its iridescent feathers
just over his eyebrows. His floor length robe was embroidered with long
feathered wings embellished with beads. Over his shoulders, he wore a small
cape of real wings and feathers. This was the sacred attire he'd gathered for
himself there at the Hermitage as he got to know his Crazy Owl self more fully.
After his merging and growing resonant with the W.E.B., in a prayer-
like state of trusting receptivity, the Wizard had been prepared for this return.
As he came into greater alignment with its mystical laws, he allowed that "soul
bird" that was his Imago that had long been within to finally take outer form.
This attire was his guise as Crazy Owl, the Bird of Crystal like a Poem.
He and MOW peacefully entered and walked towards the Prince through
the crowd of men-at-arms and courtiers, feasters and servants, all dead still,
awed, watching the two. As they arrived before him, the Prince stood and raised
his arms in greeting, and called out with a smile, "Let us welcome our Wizard,
Shantu Ya', but just returned from the High Malias."
Jom NiMali looked Shantu Ya' in the eyes with gladness and offered
him a warm, two-handed handclasp.
"You are most welcomed back home, my Wizard, after these many
years. And, as you note, you amaze us with such a companion," the Prince told
him with humorous light poke to his arm. "At any rate, you have at last returned
to my Court." He motioned servants to bring chairs for them to be placed so that
the Wizard and MOW sat at his side. MOW, apparently uninterested in looking
about splendor of the Great Hall, sat calmly gazing at Jom NiMali, its hands
resting in its lap.
"Yes, m'lord. I came as soon as your word reached me that I was
wanted," the Wizard said and offered a courteous bow.
"Wanted? You are needed". Jom NiMali indicated the others at the table.
"These Chiefmen and their Citadels are now my subjects, much due to the
brilliant weaponry and tactics you bequeathed me. I have never revealed the
workings of your weapon deflector," he leaned close to whisper to the Wizard.
"Most of them were conquered because they believed you cast an unbreakable
victory spell for me," he nodded towards the Chiefmen sitting around them.
"My holdings have increased beyond the grasp of my powers alone. Wisdom too
is needed. That is why I sent for my Sage.
"And what is this you bring to show me for those nearly 20 years away,
this creature your side?" The Prince's face and tone were somewhat petulant.
"Yes, m'lord, this is one of the marvelous treasures of mind and being I
bring to further enrich your illustrious Court," the Wizard answered, almost
sweetly.
"What is this creature, anyway?" the prince questioned with a half
grimace.
"It is a lengthy story, m'lord, but you do recall, or course," the Wizard
began with a deferential bow of his head, "that originally I asked your leave in
order to experimentally breed the chiptas we so favor as pets."
"The objective, if I understood you clearly then, was to breed a creature
to serve us well in battle," the Prince answered with restrained shortness.
The Wizard bowed his head again. "It did not happen so, m'lord. They
evolved in their own unimaginable way and excelled my hopes beyond all
expectations. What had been physical prowess and simple intelligence in their
forbears, in the Chimeras became endowments that strain belief. As individuals,
one surpasses in one way, one in another. But, as a species, their awareness and
atunement to each other makes our human interactions seem gross, stultified.
"Their energetic and psychic connections opened them to another
dimension of being, through which they discerned and merged with the
universal matrix, the Wholelife Energy Bond. After some time of preparation, I
too was taken into the W.E.B. and was guided to create MOW, this being at our
side, as the W.E.B.'s minion and embodiment.
"The Chimeras -as I have named the descendants of the chiptas- will
serve m'lord better, perhaps, as helpers and companions, rather than war
machines, " the Wizard explained in a slow, reasoning tone.
"Companions?" the Prince startled. "Is that what this creature is meant
to be?" he demanded of the Wizard. "Enough riddles," Jom NiMali asked
sternly. "Who or what is it?"
"We are called MOW," it answered, matching Jom NiMali's voice and
gruff tone. "The Minion of the W.E.B.."
"Be not displeased, m'lord, that it answers in your selfsame voice,"
Shantu Ya' explained. "It is in its nature to attune so,".
"I was startled. But not displeased," the Prince answered with a nervous
chuckle. "I suppose it is of your handiwork, as it has eyes of those multifaceted
crystals you favor and utilize so well."
"To have eyes like ours," MOW responded, "is to see as everything in its
myriadness. A face such as yours, to us, is a multitude of facets each aspect of
which is unique." Looking into the creatures eyes, Jom NiMali did indeed see
himself as a varied multitude, each caught in a different facet of MOW's eyes.
"Thus so, a single flame to you, to us is a conflagration," MOW
elaborated, indicating the candle on the table before them.
"Your MOW converses well," Jom NiMali gave a pleased chuckle, his
strong self-presence returning. "Perhaps we should call it The Multifaceted.
"Not inappropriate," Shantu Ya' smiled back, with some pride. "His
brain too is a multifaceted crystal and, as with his eyes, each facet can perceive
a unique aspect of things. MOW is a special being with most rare talents, as real
in his own way as you or I," he was pleased to assure the Prince.
The Wizard silently studied Jom NiMali's face some long moments,
considering something. When he spoke, it had the tone of council. "For
example, m'lord, as a youngster, you had a fascination with the history of our
race before the times of Devastation, the long-agos before our world was
brought to ruin. You and I spoke of those times some. I have imbued MOW with
all of that my teachers passed on to me. And MOW has other impressive, uh,
resources."
"Good," the Prince responded cheerfully. " A story teller of such scope
is pleasing to have at Court. But what I really need is help in uniting the many
Citadels I have taken. I do not want to loose my hold on them, to fall back and,
perhaps, become their vassal. Earlier we were discussing an idea I have of
uniting our forces for further conquests, perhaps in crossing the Medtran Sea. A
common goal can be binding to our unity, even to the resistant," he indicated
Ookma with his chin.
"We of the W.E.B. can be of help in the uniting," a deep, resonating
voice boomed across the Great Hall from MOW's chest. Now it did not imitate,
but spoke from a source beyond the reach of any one voice.
Startled expressions again played over the faces of those filling the Hall
on hearing him speak in his multitonal voice. But MOW continued without
pause.
"Our name, MOW, means Minion of the W.E.B., the Wholelife Energy
Bond. We serve this primal matrix of being that permeates and joins all living
beings. Unification is basic to our nature. For, as each being attains to
conscious awareness of the W.E.B., they are brought to become part of the
Cosmic Brain. Then another unique being is melded into the W.E.B., joined in
the greater good."
There were long moments of silence, of held, hushed breathlessness of
wonder and confusion throughout the Hall.
"The only greater good I'm interested in is mine," Jom NiMali exclaimed
rising from his throne chair, his hands haughtily on his hips. He turned to face
Shantu Ya', his face as tight as his fists. "And what of this W.E.B.? Is this
another of your mysterious weapons. Of war? Or of sedition?"
In Jom NiMali's same biting voice, MOW answered, "Your perceptions
are focused indeed. Most of your species, I note, have at least two facets to
their psyches. You have but one -self interest."
"Yes, your The Multifaceted, I am focused indeed," Jom NiMali
affirmed with heavy sarcasm. "That is how I have achieved all I wanted and
why you are here with Shantu Ya' to help me further my goals."
Shantu Ya' rose to face Jom NiMali up close. He gathered his full robe
about him and bowed ceremoniously. "The W.E.B. has no use as an instrument
of harm in any way. And my only intention is to assist you in your flourishing.
You are my liege," Shantu Ya' told him, arms moving in flowing, ceremonial
gestures.
The musicians reacted to the change in mood and shifted to a plaintive
melody line, the hand drum struck with slow, solemn beats.
"I honor all that you have accomplished in these years, as I wish you to
honor mine. We have a common purpose," the Wizard assured him.
"I don't know about your purpose, but, besides absenting yourself when
you could have been of use to me here, you return with this creature that,
apparently, you created and stories of even more obscure mystifications. How
am I to understand you purposes when you are involved in such bewildering
things." There was hurt and suspicion in Jom NiMali's eyes and voice.
"I have come to see, m'lord, that we complement each other's aims. I
used to feel my role here as interference with my own path. But, through my
connection with the W.E.B. I have come to a fuller perspective," Shantu Ya'
explained patiently. Their voices, and the lamenting music, were the only
sounds in the Great Hall.
"Will you aid my Union of Citadels in our conquests across the Sea of
Medtran? That will show your loyalty!"
The Wizard closed his eyes, as did MOW, to link with the W.E.B.. At
once, he was taken up through the realms into the Cosmic Mind. Jom NiMali's
question still echoed in his awareness, but it appeared transformed in Shantu
Ya's consciousness. Now it appeared like a band of ants tempted to attack
another band. He was shown this would change as both bands were given a
possibility of shedding their ant-like perspectives altogether. He sought
Kyxara's psyche and easily found her there, reassuring him.
"No, Lord Of the NiMali, you have a greater destiny awaiting you, a
greater service to offer," the Wizard told him, trying to communicate the
certainty the W.E.B. instilled in him.
"You have become too abstract for us, there in your mountain solitudes.
If you have an alternative plan to offer to serve my needs, be clear and definite.
We are now close to ten thousand men at arms among our Union. What of
them?"
"For now, I ask you to be patient. I celebrate the Union with you. It will
be the seed of a still greater conquest, be assured. You look at me with
suspicion, Jom NiMali. But, have I ever given you cause to doubt my word."
The Prince took a deep breath and calmed himself some. "No, of a truth,
never. What I have gained over these years is, in large measures due to the
devices and plans you wrought that disarm but do not injure. I am honored
widely for that and thus I can holds the reins of control loosely. I am called
humane. A tyrant who is not tyrannical."
The other Chiefmen at the table smiled and voiced their agreement,
except Ookma who coughed a harsh laugh.
"Let us protect ourselves from attack from without and from turmoil
within. Then, let us go about the higher goal and you will see how well it serves
you. Trust me with this task for three moons when the decision as to what is
best to do will be yours," Shantu Ya' proposed to Jom NiMali, and, in effect, to
the council of Chiefmen about him.
The Prince and Wizard stood to face each other, eyes and attention
merged, as if reading each other's deepest intentions. Utter silence, but for
Ookma's nervously scratching at the rough wood of the table. Could two such
completely different men truly join intentions, each wondered in his own way.
Jom NiMali, completely given over to the lures of his power and will,
controlled and determined in his means to fulfilling them. Shantu Ya', drawn on
by his own calling from inner abyss to wonder. MOW fixed his eyes to take in
these reflections of them standing before him, Shantu Ya' held in its prismatic
left eye, Jom NiMali in its right. It began toning the Chimeras' call of
celebration as their fusing resonated in the W.E.B.. By now, the others were
accustomed to its bizarre doings and they were taken up in the joyfulness
MOW's song revealed in the scene.
Jom NiMali took the Wizard's hands in his. "Yes, Shantu Ya', you have
my trust. For three moons, lead us as you will. Then we shall see what we see."